Petal Twelve

Jelousy

why?
why be jelous?
jelous of the ppl around u?
jelous of the friends around u?
jelous of the things u do?
jelous of the things done to u?
or just jelous that ur having a good time and im not?

is it jelousy in he first place?
why would it be?
should it be?
ive got better shit going on.
pained?
pained for being left out?
pained for being unnoticed?
pained for being blamed for something done in the past and is done by you now?
pained for not being to say that?
or just pained to have shit come around?

is it just pain?
could it be sadness too?
who gives a shit anyway?
haha..
y r u reading this crap anyway?
its all bull shit..
im dry..
dead dry..
nothing productive to write anymore..
good night, evening or day..


-FIN-