Petal Eight

Straight Out of the Mind

ages, no?
apperantly.
weeks and months.
did not really think of writing untill a friend told me that they will delete the account if i dont sign in.
tada!
hear i am.
good as new.
better than the old.
but nothing new.
just like before.

my title is normally very related to my entry.
sadly there isnt much coming out of my head right now.
just gonna write crap.
would you guys care to listen?
lemme warn you its a waste of time.

back ache.
terrible terrible.
repeat.
record.
files?
no, books.
ash tray.
yoshis.
lighters.
red.
a gift.
wanti.
i miss her.
i love her.
marry her?
definatley.
why?
cause i love her.
why?
cause i do.
oh.
dumb reason, no?
dont think so.
think.
nothing here.
nothing there.
always.
lazy.
tired.
work.
job.
chemical engineer.
lawyer.
attorney.
prosecuter.
lies.
lots of lies.
very very bad.
tsk tsk.
ever lied?
plenty.
very good at it.
stole money.
stole cds.
stole shirts.
stole accesories.
stole food.
stole cigarettes.
why?
for fun.
cheap thrills.
bored.
play.
game?
basketball.
inexperienced.
experience.
plenty.
fights.
drugs.
love.
drunk.
punch drunk love.
wierd movie.
renee zelweger.
nice eyes.
very nice.
like dolls.
barbie.
dumb blonde.
hilton?
paris.
france.
country.
war.
civil war.
hide or fight?
stupid.
clever.
not me.
iq?
eq?
never found out.
secrets.
truth.
very nice.
best answer.
solution to questions.
physics?
stupid.
mechanics?
stupider.
math?
stupidest.
english?
no word to use.
too bad.
nickel back.
nickel.
5 or 10 cents?
coins.
legs.
dance moves.
wade?
no.
usher?
no.
MJ?
no.
me?
maybe.
sure.
confused.
blanks.
bullets?
painfull.
no, killing.
bad?
very bad.
very very bad.
hell.
heaven.
sky.
clouds.
can u reach?
not yet.
practice.
perfection.
aswanti.
beautiful angel.
yours?
as far as i know.
vice-versa?
i am hers.
i am boy.
i am man.
not woman?
not girl?
britney spears.
publicity stunt.
famous.
actors and actresses.
man and woman
superman?
no, normal.
express.
special.
spaysial.
what?
SPAYSIAL!
whats that?
SPAYSIAL!!
hahahahahahahaha
i love you honey


-FIN-