Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Petal Nine

The Black Rose

here it is,
the black rose.
once was a magestic rose of the raven,
now, out of strength,
out of hope,
out of life.

alone in the forest of the dead,
the raven's rose ruled over all that flourish.
like a sky that has bled,
like a diamond in the rough,
like an oasis in the desert,
now, like the dust on a rock.

oh yes, the raven's rose ruled them all.
no growth can outgrow,
no light can be brighter,
no joy can be happier.
now, no sorrow can be sadder.

for the rose of the raven is forever living.
to withstand the test of time and space.
it can not dry out or wilt.
and because of this,
its very soul wishes against it's will.

like a dead salmon washed out of a stream,
like a ruffled leaf blown out by the wind,
like a spirit that was never meant to be.

but through all this pain of the rose,
it must carry on.
for it can not die.
out of life, it is,
from the inside, it is.

no more the bright light of the forest.
no more the colors of the rainbow.
no more the majestic rose of the raven.
no more than a rose.
just a rose.
a black rose.


-FIN-

Friday, July 08, 2005

Petal Eight

Straight Out of the Mind

ages, no?
apperantly.
weeks and months.
did not really think of writing untill a friend told me that they will delete the account if i dont sign in.
tada!
hear i am.
good as new.
better than the old.
but nothing new.
just like before.

my title is normally very related to my entry.
sadly there isnt much coming out of my head right now.
just gonna write crap.
would you guys care to listen?
lemme warn you its a waste of time.

back ache.
terrible terrible.
repeat.
record.
files?
no, books.
ash tray.
yoshis.
lighters.
red.
a gift.
wanti.
i miss her.
i love her.
marry her?
definatley.
why?
cause i love her.
why?
cause i do.
oh.
dumb reason, no?
dont think so.
think.
nothing here.
nothing there.
always.
lazy.
tired.
work.
job.
chemical engineer.
lawyer.
attorney.
prosecuter.
lies.
lots of lies.
very very bad.
tsk tsk.
ever lied?
plenty.
very good at it.
stole money.
stole cds.
stole shirts.
stole accesories.
stole food.
stole cigarettes.
why?
for fun.
cheap thrills.
bored.
play.
game?
basketball.
inexperienced.
experience.
plenty.
fights.
drugs.
love.
drunk.
punch drunk love.
wierd movie.
renee zelweger.
nice eyes.
very nice.
like dolls.
barbie.
dumb blonde.
hilton?
paris.
france.
country.
war.
civil war.
hide or fight?
stupid.
clever.
not me.
iq?
eq?
never found out.
secrets.
truth.
very nice.
best answer.
solution to questions.
physics?
stupid.
mechanics?
stupider.
math?
stupidest.
english?
no word to use.
too bad.
nickel back.
nickel.
5 or 10 cents?
coins.
legs.
dance moves.
wade?
no.
usher?
no.
MJ?
no.
me?
maybe.
sure.
confused.
blanks.
bullets?
painfull.
no, killing.
bad?
very bad.
very very bad.
hell.
heaven.
sky.
clouds.
can u reach?
not yet.
practice.
perfection.
aswanti.
beautiful angel.
yours?
as far as i know.
vice-versa?
i am hers.
i am boy.
i am man.
not woman?
not girl?
britney spears.
publicity stunt.
famous.
actors and actresses.
man and woman
superman?
no, normal.
express.
special.
spaysial.
what?
SPAYSIAL!
whats that?
SPAYSIAL!!
hahahahahahahaha
i love you honey


-FIN-