Petal Seven

Love

this isnt an emo shit, but yeah..
ever thought of what's love?
for some, yeah.
for some, no.
for some, they don't really give a shit.
for me, yeah. quite an awful bit too.

have i found love?
im afraid to say yes.
i wouldn't say yes if i didn't know what it is.

so what is love?
like i said, i'm not too sure.
to me love is more of an energy.
something you feel, obviously.
a feeling that you care for someone deeply.
not just care as in you help out a friend when he/she is in trouble.
or wonder where he/she is when he/she is missing.
more like care as in whether or not he/she is doing ok.
ok i need to stop with the "he/she" thing.
its getting redundant and tiring.
more like caring about whether she has eaten or something.
love makes you think of her almost all the time when there is nothing in your mind.
so maybe love is an energy.
or maybe its a thought.
or maybe its just another type of care.
as in caring for some one in a higher level.
argh. i just made myself confused again.
what the heck.
makes this entry kind of useless doesn't it?
oh well.
what ever love is, i'm almost pretty sure i have it.
that doesn't sound right.
what ever love is, i'm almost pretty sure i found it.

love.
all i can say is i love my girl.
i love her to bits.
don't wanna get too mushy.
she knows i do.
and i know she feels the same way.

ok. too mushy already.
mushy shit should be kept private.
sorry folks.
thats the last you've heard ot the emo crap.. i hope.

love.
if any of you find out what it is, tell me.


-FIN-

Petal Six

Was It There

sunrise and sunset
happens every damn day. cant miss it.
or can you?

air we breathe
appreciate it? really?
no way.

unappreciated things.
everyone has something they have but dont really know its there.
a toy, files in the com, pics in an album, a relative, a loved one...
find that something you never really knew was there for you.
make sure its acknowledged before its too late.
hug that toy, back up that file, scan the pics, call the relative or say 'i love you' to that special someone.
won't take long.
an hour or so, a few minutes, a few seconds.
cherish that moment.
it may never come again.


-FIN-