Petal Three

Little Lady Bug

hallo little lady bug, ive been waiting for you today,
you never said good bye, the last time you went away.
where have you been to, little spotted insect,
the sun has been up so long, probably got lost, i bet.

here i am big red flower, no i wasnt lost,
winter came too early, i just had to fight a frost.
dont worry red flower, im back now and im staying,
keeping you company, till that bird stops singing.

did you hear that little lady bug, i heard a loud bang,
sounds like that human hunter, out with his dog fang.
oh no little lady bug, i saw something drop,
looks like the blue bird, that has been singing at the top.

the birds have stopped singing, i guess i have to go,
dont worry big red flower, theres something i want you to know.
ill only be leaving for a while, ill be back when the birds are here,
but in the mean time, you can enjoy some of this beer.

-FIN-
(p.s. who ever leaves a comment, please leave a name)

Petal Two

A What

was walking by my car park a few nights back
heard the sounds of rythmic hammering just around the bend
took a quicker pace to see what it was
at the bend there was nothing
the sound has moved to the other end of the carpark
chased after it with a brisk walk
sound grew louder and louder
at the corner of the carpark was a big black lump of fur
was wrong
a rug was hiding something beneath it which moved just before the hammering sound
like a small waist hight hill which had a beating heart on its left
placed a shaking hand on the rug
it moved more vigorously
hammering became faster
placed another hand
got a good hold of the rug
pulled it
surprisingly effortless
and there it was.. . . . .


-FIN-

Petal One

Straight Out of the Mind

been staring at this window for so long thinking of what to blog about.
thought of a poem, nah. thought of a story, nah. thought of a diary, nah.
just write what's in your head, now. sounds good. i think ill do that.
great supper. corned beef, chicken bits and a good stick of cig.
too many thoughts in my head. cant decide which to write down. used to work better with a pen. getting bored now. think ill just sleep. nothing to write, too much in mind.
wheres a good book when you need one?
oh well.
well what?
phrases i use when i have nothing to say. works sometimes. gives u a couple of seconds to think of something really quick.
how about life? mines boring. unbelievably boring. cant believe i dont have anything to do anymore cept sleep, eat and study.
study.
damn. finals are cuming up on the 14th oct. about 5 weeks left. gotta cram.
i always do this man. i have to stop.
always thought that i will manage. but i struggle like mad in the last sprint.
by the time i finish sprinting for it and actually finish, i think back and actually realize that i could have tried studying in the begining so that i dont have to sprint. and its not so bad.
but does it happen the next sem? nooooo. its a vicous cycle.
cant spell the word vicious. damn.
what happened to sleep?
hmm
guess i found something to blog about.
a whole lot of nonsense.
nonsense. im full of it. i think. who cares? i dont.
wish i had a life. come to think of it feels like im a loser.
am i? should be. really? cant be. i have a wonderful family, good friends, great girlfriend, not much worries and i dont think im a loser. maybe i am. bah. who cares? i dont.
sleep? maybe. in time. but i think the time is now. so be it.

-FIN-